Tonight, I've fallen.

I wish you were here with me. Tonight.

Maybe I'm stupid. Maybe I'm just plain dumb. I could just laugh and cry at the way my mind works. It's working in such a manner that I can never fully comprehend how it works and such. Currently, everything seems pretty mixed together like some rojak. There are the good times and there are the bad times as well. It's all jumbled up together in this big "bowl" and it's hard to differentiate.

I'll be your angel. I'll always be there and here for you, although you don't realise. I don't care.

Love, Fionella.

/edit.
Second part. Never Had A Dream Come True by S Club 7. Reminiscent song. I would never fathom such a song can really tell how I'm feeling for you. Soar the skies and save the lives of many, he did. I'm stuck at the crossroads, not knowing where to go. There are so many things in my head, currently. I know you'd never read this. If only it did work out. If only it was possible. You've gone away but I still miss your lingering presence. It never seems to fade away. You seem oblivious to my feelings but I prefer it to stay like this. Maybe this one month break proves to come in handy. Love, Fionella.