Jay Chou's Jie Kou's on repeat mode, currently.

I'm not exactly a fan of Chinese music although 80++ songs in my iTunes are in Chinese. But really, Jay Chou's like, the one and I guess, the only, Chinese singer whom I REALLY adore. The rest are okay but they ain't enough to have me loving them like Jay Chou.

Jie Kou. It brought me back into time. Not that I'm missing the past or what, but I'm just reminiscing. Although the lyrics are pretty emotional, I'm not thinking of the bad parts. I'm thinking of the good that happened during and out of it. And looking back, I must say, I've matured a whole lot. And you were actually the one who made me so.

I never really expected myself to go through this. I mean, these few months has been reallllll ardous. I couldn't have gotten through it without my friends. But most importantly, I couldn't have gotten through it without myself. The advice they give wouldn't have fallen through if it wasn't me who decided to make that decision. And btw, that decision was a hard and cruel one for me. It took me 2 whole months. So in fact, this whole experience made me stronger.

From strangers, to acquintances, to friends, to lovers. And then we were back to the beginning. Maybe it was best we broke up pretty fast. If not, I guess I'd be so much more hurt than my initial self. So maybe everything isn't as bad if you take a look at a more positive angle. (:

Cheers to you. Cheers to all.
Love, Fionella. (: