How would life be.

Hello. Told ya I'm tired. But somehow, I do not wish to switch off my computer and get my ass into bed.

There's something in my head, currently.

No, I'm not gonna blog about it. Just.. something. If you have been a loyal reader of my blog or you happen to be in the know of how's life (which happens to be going very well now.) for me now, it's not what you think it is.

Trust me. For that thing I'm thinking about, I don't know if I should be feeling this way.
I mean, I'm not saying it's not entirely impossible. It COULD happen but it may not.

Honestly, I would wish for it to happen. I wouldn't know what to expect aye?

Thinking in a more negative view, it could happen but it could be quite detrimental once everything blows over. I'm afraid of the future, yet I'm hoping for it to come as soon as possible. Pretty contradicting yeah.

God, tell me what to do yah?

I guess I'm gonna switch off my computer and NOT sleep. I wanna catch Tokyo Drift. I'm always defying my body's nature which I seriously do not know why. Hoh-hum. Ciao.
Love, Fionella.