Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Hellohello. It's been long since I posted yeah? School has been reallll hectic lately but I'm facing all of it with a positive attitude. Everything will tide over soon. (: I hope. But it will, I know.

Finally caught Harry Potter yesterday with Abby. Kinda abrupt but it didn't really affect me much since I didn't even read the book. Oh well. Got my new bag as well. Something to be happy about. (:

Watch out for National Day celebrations. I have a surprise for y'all. (: And this is partly what's making me pretty stressed with myself and school but it's all worth it. (:

I have to skip wakeboarding tomorrow. :/ Sigh. And the next session is on the 15th. My gosh. Urgh. Zzz.

Utter idiot(s) who just can kill your joy. What's with the hypocrisy man. We live to get things done and over with and here you are being so wishy-washy about it. Sometimes I really wonder what went through my thick skull. I'm feeling like a lil nitwit here who just has been fooled totally. Oh great.

Rewind?
Somehow I still miss you. My heart tells me so, how about yours? I still think you do, a lil.

Love, Fionella.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I guess this post is gonna be quite a long one.

The Shengyang students have been gone since Thursday night. I must say, I didn't really expect myself to feel this way. Their presence really changed me a lot. If not for them, I wouldn't be thinking of others more than myself. If not for them, I wouldn't even be thinking that giving is a much bigger joy than receiving.

At first, I though twinning was crap. But at the end and during the whole 1 week they were with us, they've proven me wrong. I forged a lot of friendships and learnt a lot of things I wouldn't be able to learn in a typical classroom environment. Now I can say I don't regret joining twinning although it has been real stressful and tiring. It's not everyday I can learn such lessons and thus wake up from what I used to believe in. And because of them, I've learnt how to appreciate my parents because twinning also taught me how to be responsible for myself and others.

2 more months. And I'll be able to see them again. I'm counting down the days.

Back to the normal stuff.
School has been rather relaxing lately. Relaxing seems to be a rather wrong word for now, especially when the EOY's are a mere 2 months away. But that's how I feel. Amanda and Wantian just recently started this after-school study programme for ALL the Chaotics. I'm glad to say almost half joined it. We'll be starting on Monday. We definitely can do it. Go, Chaotics. (:

I'm also currently quite into Teddy Geiger. For You I Will and Seven Days Without You. For You I Will's my current fav. 'Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes, like a waterbed. Teddy Geiger's also a cutie and his eyes kill. (;

Does fate and life work in such a manner. I wonder.
Love, Fionella.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

I realised, ever since twinning started, I didn't really had the time to update this blog of mine. Although I'm tired now, thanks to wakeboarding, I shall post. (: I really miss the feeling of my fingers pressing each letter down on my keyboard. Oh man. Remiscent moment.

I will never, ever become a PSL next year. A certain teacher dislikes/detests/hates me. (I don't know till what extent is her contempt for me.) And apparently, I don't like her as well. Because of me, I got the whole group to be in her bad books. I'm darn sorry. Anyway, that teacher? You should know who she is by now.

Wakeboarding started today. There were only 7 girls and I was the only Sec2. But thankfully, I had nice seniors. They seem relatively nice and it was fortunate of me to know Yihan. (: I thought I'd be a loner man.
Wakeboarding was.... AWESOME! :D The adrenalin. Whoo. It was wayyyy better than pool. Now I'm rather thankful I got into wakeboarding instead of pool. (: Pool and wakeboarding are the total opposite. Like, 456789 people are in pool while there are only like, 18 people in wakeboarding. No doubt it's cheaper than wakeboarding by more than 2 times, but the kick and the joy you derive from wakeboarding is a million times better than being cooped out in a place with tables. I LOVE WAKEBOARDING! :D
(I'm having terrible muscle ache though. But no pain, no gain. (;)

Twinning matters. We went to NUS yesterday for educational purposes. Yeah, it was educational but try absorbing all the information the professors give you in CHINESE. I wouldn't really understand it even if it was in English but it was in Chinese. Gah. But the Physics demo lab and the Raffles Museum was cool. (: Try levitating aluminium foil and real dead animals which are like 10cm away from you. (: They're (The China students.) gonna go off tomorrow. I'll kinda miss them though. I forged some pretty good friendships with some of them. Honestly, because of them, I've really thought more for others instead of myself. I guess it's more of a horoscope kinda thing. Cancerians have a motherly instinct. (: (Oh yeah, and because I get to skip lessons if I happen to be down for duty. XD )

I hate Macs. Thanks to twinning. Having to eat Macs 4 times in 2 weeks is an absolute sinful thing to do. I'm abstaining from Macs. Gah. No more Macs for months to come man.

That's life for me now. Nothing bad in the way which is pretty good. Hope it'd stay this way for a long, long time. :D
Love, Fionella.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

20th July.
- Twinning started.
- Ice breakers.
- Made new friends.
- Buffet lunch.
- Botanical Gardens.
- RH Day fair.

21st July.
- Home visit to Daryl's house.
- Barbecue.
- Campfire.

22nd July.
- Science Centre.
- Chinatown.
- Vivo.

I'm lazy to elaborate. For the past 3 days, it has been twinningtwinningtwinning, in case you didn't notice.
Twinning = Darn stressful/ PSL-like/ Relatively okay. (For now.)
Been coming home after 10 for the past 2 days.

A lil conflict too. Too lazy to say anything about it.

Love, Fionella.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Birthday.

Today's da bombxzxzxz man. It's my birthday! Plus my dear junior,Erika. :D Enjoyed myself pretty much, or should I say I enjoyed it A LOT. Buckets, truckloads, plentiful or any adjective pertaining to many/a lot. (:

Thanks for the pressies, wishes, hugs plus smses. I saved all my birthday messages. (: I figured, if I ever felt down or whatever, these messages would be able to cheer me up. Yeah. (: Andandand, I got into WAKEBOARDING! Yahoo! Much thanks to Mr Yeo who helped me do like, everything. (: Although I was kinda bummed out when I couldn't get into pool, it's alright. WAKEBOARDING WOULD BE AWESOME. :D Such a cool birthday pressie for me today. Can't wait for the first session next Wednesday. (:

2Charity really made my day today with their uber loud birthday song for me. Oh man, I love you guys man. Yeahyeah, including those -insert word here- people. :D You guys rock man.

So I'm 14 yo. 2 more years to my first NC16 movie. (Hell yeah, I can't wait for that. Imagine the torment of being underaged when you realised that movie you have been wanting to watch since forever, is NC16.) 4 more years till I'm TOTALLY legal. Not totally, PARTIALLY LEGAL. (: And 7 more years till I'm FREEE and legal. I think far. Heh.

Love, Fionella.

Happy birthday to Fionella. Happy birthday to Fionella. Happy birthday to Fionella. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FIONELLA! :D

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

'Cuz we lost it all,
Nothing lasts forever,
I'm sorry,
I can't be perfect.

Just when I thought everything was aye-okay, everything just started spiralling down, down, way down. The twinning programme shit is starting to become a regret. I shouldn't have joined it and piled more stress on myself. We did so much. And yet, what we receive back in return? Is total crap. I feel sorry for my group. I'm sorry. I'm not fit to be a leader. I didn't even give you guys anything. I didn't even do anything. It was Kenneth who did almost everything. I did nothing. I'm sorry.
Then there's school to deal with. Oh man. With teachers like Mrs Chin, that's more than enough to deter your education man. She doesn't like me, I don't like her, done. Thanks to her, I hate Science. I didn't really like it at first and just when I started liking Science, she came and diminished all the love I have for Science. Now, I just hope that I survive Science and get through the exams with a decent grade to get me into my desired stream. Screw all her bonus points and biasness. Bonus points= crap. Biasness= stupid. Ta-dah.
With that, comes emotions. Not a new thing in this blog yeah? It's new problems to deal with. New emotions. The old is gone. I don't like it now. I can't deal with it. Tell me what's wrong with society. High school never seems to end aye. All the problems, methods, ways of life stays the same. Who would ever think about what it would be like.

Now it's just too late,
And we can't go back,
I'm sorry,
I can't be perfect.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.


I'm still feeling very tired. The next 2 weeks of my life are gonna be helluva packed one. The China kids are coming this Friday. I happen to be down for duty on that day. Botanical Gardens and then the RH Day crapola thing all the way till 8. Gah. I need my sleep. I need my sleep. I need my sleep. As stupid as it sounds, I can't sleep now. Not that I don't want to but my sister is using the effing mattress and that bloody bitch is on the effing phone now and she laughs real loudly. I took 1 hour to sleep yesterday okay. Thanks to her. Urgh. Knn. Cb. RAH.

Afer this post, I'm gonna go down and go get a cup of water then take out my contacts and try the bloody best hell of mine to fall asleep. Gah, would that bitch understand that I'M DAMN EFFING TIRED?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! This, is, crap. She never understands. Frankly, I can't wait for the bloody day that I can get my own room and sleep in peace. Great, she's rambling on to her friend about milk tea. Wtf. I'm soooo pissed now because I'm damn tired and yet I can't sleep. I can't deny that bloody fact okay. No where to sleep. What am I in this house man. I'm like, some kinda vagabond. No place of my own. This stinks. I only wish for that ohsoveryfreakassmoroniciohsofreakinghate bitch TO GET OFF THE PHONE and OFF THE MATTRESS NOW. Her lil sis needs some sleep. There. WALAU.

If I happen to be soooooooooo URGH tomorrow, don't blame me.

God god god god god, please get HER off the phone and mattress now, pretty please? I wanna sleep. And my days are gonna be so packed. The thing I want the most now is to have a good night sleep and wake up tomorrow all rejuvenated. Pleasepleasepleaseprettyplease.

(Not a lot of) Love, Fionella.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

How would life be.

Hello. Told ya I'm tired. But somehow, I do not wish to switch off my computer and get my ass into bed.

There's something in my head, currently.

No, I'm not gonna blog about it. Just.. something. If you have been a loyal reader of my blog or you happen to be in the know of how's life (which happens to be going very well now.) for me now, it's not what you think it is.

Trust me. For that thing I'm thinking about, I don't know if I should be feeling this way.
I mean, I'm not saying it's not entirely impossible. It COULD happen but it may not.

Honestly, I would wish for it to happen. I wouldn't know what to expect aye?

Thinking in a more negative view, it could happen but it could be quite detrimental once everything blows over. I'm afraid of the future, yet I'm hoping for it to come as soon as possible. Pretty contradicting yeah.

God, tell me what to do yah?

I guess I'm gonna switch off my computer and NOT sleep. I wanna catch Tokyo Drift. I'm always defying my body's nature which I seriously do not know why. Hoh-hum. Ciao.
Love, Fionella.
Believe me, it took me quite a lot of patience to get into this page.

Went out with Zhiyin yesterday. (: I realised Audition is fun. Anyway, I can't play on this computer. Otherwise, it'll lag up the whole thing even more. Pentium 4, my ass. I don't even have an account in Audition. It's Shanelle's. Heh. Went to PC Bunk thrice. o.o Played once only. The other 2 times were spent with my beloved Cleo and Mavis' ipod. (: Her ipod saved me boredom man. Andandand, the second time we went back, (: Yes. That's all I'm gonna say. *wink* Walked all the way to Orchard, Far East, Heeren, Cineleisure. Financial strain. I wanna moolah. I want a whole lot of stuffs. (:

Was supposed to watch Die Hard 4.0. But backed out when we realised we wouldn't even love that show. I don't wanna waste my precious 10 bucks on a movie which I wouldn't adore or in the first place, understand. Reached home around 11.30. Slept at 1.30. Woke up at 8.

Cat class plus mass today. We were paired up with a person of the opposite sex. And once again, I got Jeremy. o.o I don't know why man. Weird activity. o.o Went for mass with Edna and Mavis. (: I was trying NOT to doze off. (Btw, at this current point of time, I'm bloody tired despire my 3 hour nap this afternoon.) Went home, had lunch, slept all the way till 4.45. Nothing much already. All I know is that I don't know if I should head down to watch Date Movie/Tokyo Drift now. Showing on HBO and Star Movies. I wanna watch! But yet, I wanna sleep. Rah.

Choir peepoes are back already! :D There's school tomorrow. I wanna tomorrow to be (: HEH.
Love, Fionella.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me

Hoh-hum. Friday the 13th. The presumed unlucky day. I never really did incur its wrath
before up till today. Urgh.

Firstly, my mom had to ruin my day early in the morning. Why? I don't really wish to
specify.
Secondly, I was almost late for school. The latest I've ever walked into those gates.
I reached school right on the dot, 7.25. Fortunately, I didn't have to run around the
field.
Thirdly, I was caught today by some Indian teacher whom I don't even know at all. She
was the first teacher ever to catch me for my skirt lenght. Not only that, she
caught me for not tucking in my shirt.

Yeah. These 3 simple things were enough to justify the horrific truth about Friday
the 13th. I was never, ever this unlucky. Well, at most, 1-2 bad things. But now? 3.
How bad can this goes man. Urgh.

Then again, I forgot most of my bad experiences thanks to the hilarious stuff my
classmates always do. (: They never fail to brighten up my day. :D

The rest of the day went normally. Nothing to ramble about. Yeah. Goodbye.
Love, Fionella.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

VIP day. (: Haha. Huge success yo. We missed out a couple of lines. ): Love us please. I love y'all loads, buckets, truckloads, plentiful!

I survived my 2nd 2.30 today. Yippee.
Was AFK-ed for 10 mins. Dad got chocolate tau huay. (: Hee.
I'm definitely flunking the History test. All my sentences were short and I drew a big smiley face stickman and wrote I DON'T KNOW (: for the last question. I'll be happy enough if I get at least a two digit result.

I love softball! We could finally pitch and play the game. So hell yeah it was bloody fun. :DD

Science was dumb. As usual. ZZZ. English was fairly good. (: Mrs Tay was absent today and we had no relief. I spent like 20 mins of that time by myself standing at the parapet. Did my favourite thing of all, thinking. Something happened which really killed my emotions during History. Urgh. Yeah.

YCS after school. Packing letters. o.o Went out with some people. (Lazy to state names.) Took 113 home just because I wanted to think more. It was a darn long bus ride which I adore. Then home. Hope tomorrow would be fun yeah.

Love, Fionella.

Monday, July 9, 2007

I'm.On.The.Phone.With... (Themostirritatingpersonandyetistillloveheralot.) WONG MIN HUIIIIIII. Mah Bff. :D

I'll backtrack for the past 2 days then. Today + Sunday. Here goes.

Sunday.
Church in the early mornnnnnnnnnnn. GREEN! Live Earth. As I said, I would be all decked out in greeeen. And so I was. (: Plus Edna, Mavis, Agnes, Kim, Kevin and Lennard. Even Val and Kat were in green! Most didn't wear green. ): BUT IT'S WOKAY. (:

Cat class was hilarious. Boob smacking and outrage of modesty shit. HAHAHA. I love cat class more than ever now. (: Can't wait for con camp next year! :D

Went out with family to Raffles. (Said it already. No harm repeating. Heh.) I'm happy becauseeeeee.. I went *** shopping. Seems weird. But yeah, I did. And I love all of 'em now. Hee. Ate at Soup Spoon. Velvety Mushroom Soup. Yummyyyyyy. (:

I didn't get my Paris Hilton Just Me's collection. ): Robinsons didn't stock 'em at all. Boo. I wanted to get Lacoste's Touch Of Pink instead but I'm sooo much more in love with the Paris Hilton one. Heh. Shall check out other places then. (:

Dad fetched me to Wisma where I met my girls at Taka. Heh. Roamed around Orchard, went to PS, chilled at Starbucks and talked a whole lot. (: I love 'em lah. Serene and Veron left first so there were only Shanelle, Zhiyin and I. Went to PC Bunk and spent an hour there. Not much of a gamer although I kept on stealing games from both of 'em. Haha.

Headed to Vivo and yakked a lot. Lalala. They love me! And I love both of them too! Walked and walked. Had LJS for dinner. Went home. The bloody 113 took 1 whole big round and caused me to reach home at 11. Dad didn't kill me. Surprisingly. o.o Haha. PRAISE THE LORD!

Monday.
CHOIR PEOPLE ARE OFFFFF~ Plus Mr Yeo. Aww. I'll miss 'em so bad. ):

Today was hulahilarious lah! Stupid things happened. Don't wish to elaborate. So find my classmates' blogs if you can!

We went to the Punggol bungalow after school. Mdy, Abby, Gabby, Nicky, Joseph plus Emo. Bloody hell lah. In the end, Gabby and Joseph went in since we were freaking slow in walking. Heh. We suddenly went there because Mdm Divya was reading some article about a woman found dead around there. Then it sparked all the ghost stories, whatever and then we decided to go there. Heh.

Went to Punggol Plaza after that. Nicky went home. While the rest of us went to takeaway lunch. (All of us were starving can. We left almost immediately after school. It was 4 when we had lunch. o.o) Went to Emo's house to eat and chill. His house is nice! Natural breeze, cool view. WOW. Then the boys played Gunz and all of us talked and talked and we left at 5. 136ed with Abby then HOME-SWEET-HOME. (:

Day spent. Toodles. Ciao. Love, Fionella.

Saturday, July 7, 2007

Live Earth baybeh! GREEEN for save the world. :D

I wore my green house tee and my green hairband to school this morn. Heh. At least I wore green! And tomorrow I'm going totally green. Green striped top, green army print shorts and green Converses. :D Let's hope 2hope really goes green tomorrow!

Practised for VIP today with 1Charity. Ohmygahhh. 1Charity's form teacher is so irritating please. With her shrill and freaking loud voice. Urgh. Ohmygah. I wonder how 1Cha deals with her man. Urgh. We went to the hall and practiced with the microphones. 1Cha were more mature than us. Seriously. Because we were playing around with the microphones and saying stupid stuffs in it and I was singing Makes Me Wonder. HAHAHAHA. And I was just singing "anymore, anymore!" in a out of tune voice. Zing got irritated with me. HAHA. To the extent that the AVA guy switched OFF our mikes out of a sudden because we were misuing our priviledge. HEH.

WE'RE GONNA BE UP FOR VIP ON THE 10TH OF JULY! THIS TUESDAY! AT THE HALL! YEAH BAYBEH YEAH!~

Went for lunch at KFC. Then we roamed and helped the councillors give out flyers. Now I know how it feels to get rejected. SO NOW, I'M GONNA TAKE EVERY FLYER SOMEONE GIVES ME. To let them finish their job AND to make them feel gooooood. (: Yay!

Met xxx. (She doesn't want her identity to be revealed 'cuz she's afraid her (petty) friends would find out where she really went.) Bused down to Deyi for the Deyi's Art Fiesta. NG JIN! Anyway, I love Deyi's military and symphonic band. Their formation was really impressive. No wonder they're one of the 3 top military bands in Singapore. (: Ng Jin sang REALLY well! I LOVE JINNY! :D

xxx and I went to J8. Nothing much there though. Zzz. Went home at 7. Reached home at 7.45.

Going out with my badminton peepoes tomorrow. (: Before that, out with family at Raffles City. Gah, I really hope to get what I want! Paris Hilton's Just Me perfume/lotion/shower gel set. I WANNA! My precious Escada Pacific Paradise is running out already! Seriously, I'm a person who really likes to smell good. I wouldn't spare any effort just to smell good. Hence, I'm a perfume kinda person. I love meself every morning before assembly. BECAUSE I SMELL REAL GOOD! :D Really, luh! (Not that I stink after assembly lah. It's just that the smell wouldn't be as strong after assembly. ): )

I'm getting out of hand here already. Toodles, world. (:
Love, Fionella.

Friday, July 6, 2007

Woo. Record timing for this semester. I got back home at like 2.45/3. (:

Anyway, I survived the WHOLE schooling day without my handphone. And now I realised I'm fully dependent on my phone. (Sms/music/calls.) I sorta "dropped" my phone in my dad's car seat because of this hole in my skirt. Urgh. I only realised it right after my dad drove off and I felt my pocket to feel my phone. I found out it wasn't there. I feel so lost without my phone. Seriously.

Do you know how MUCH I love 11oclock recesses? Last semester I didn't really appreciate 'em because they were so late and all of us were starving. But now, I don't starve that much and 11oclock recesses are soooo loved because THERE IS PRACTICALLY NOBODY THERE. (Okay, not practically. At most 3 classes down.) No queues, no irritating people to push you, no annoying asses to cut your queues. This is dah life man! Too bad we only get 11oclock recesses every Thursday and Friday on even weeks. Or else it's the crappy and screwed up 10/10.30 recesses AKA the timings where the canteen is packed to the brim and there are NO tables to sit at and you get groped at at times and irritating people trying to cut your queue and push you when they obviously know you've been queuing up SINCE, FOREVER!?!?!? Urgh.

The choir peeps are gonna be gone from this Monday. ): They're off to Hong Kong. I'm missing them as I type this because the next time I'm gonna see 'em is like, 2 weeks from now? :/

Home Economics, Music, Recess, History. Ended at 12.30 once again. (: Just like yesterday. Heh.

Went to 851's playground with Tamara, Ondrea, Clarissa, Nicholas and Sye Wai. I didn't really talk much because my ears were plugged into Nicholas' ipod. That brudder has nice songs man. (: And most of the songs made me think through so much. I love Nicholas' ipod! (: (I want an ipod video/ ipod nano! Saving in progress. (: ) Went home with Tammy after everything. I've got tuition later. :/ Mathematics. I can't find any graph paper to do my homework! Henceforth, I'm gonna lie to her that I left my book in school. Heh.

Kong, the person in my tagboard (I do check my taggy but I'm lazy to reply. Heh. I'm only replying to his/her comment because it's someone I don't know of.). Haha. Thanks for the compliment. (: Haha, good luck in your story! Hope to know ya or something. (:

Toodles, baybehs!
Love, Fionella.

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Using the school's computer now. My whole afternoon/evening/night is TOTALLY packed. Urgh.

- 2.30 to 3 (Chinese blog, like now lah.)
- 3 to 5 (Twinning programme meeting.)
- 5 to 6/7+ (Meeting BFF I think.)
- 7.30 to 9.30 (TUITION. URGH.)

I'm damn tired now. My eyes hurt. As in tired hurt kinda thing. Zzz. Man, I've gotta get some sleep. Some asshole had to prankcall me yesterday and wake me up. And I know that asshole. Some stupid ass. THANKS A LOT FOR WAKING ME UP MAN. And then it took me 30 mins plus to fall back into my slumber once again.

Happy birthday, Zing. (:

Love, Fionella.

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Read through my archives and I realised I didn't do something which I said I would do.

Fionella is gonna be a.... GU NIANG!
Seeya tomorrow, people! And then you'll no longer meet Fionella the chor-lor girl, but you'll meet FIONELLA THE GU NIANG!

Too many things in my head. This whole week has been jammed packed with so many stuff. I can't watch Transformers anymore because I have twinning programme meeting from 3-5pm. Kinda sad. But yeah. You should know which is the more important out of the both. And all those crappy tuition. What is wrong with the education system. Urgh, sheesh. I've gotta study for History and I've gotta pack my file for school. Love, Fionella.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Jenny answered a question you asked me before today. The question was, since God was so good, why did he have to create ID kids and people and people with mental and physical disorders and make them suffer? Since He was that good, why did he have to do that, you asked.

God is good, no doubt. God created these people for a reason. They're angels in their own ways. Without them, would we understand how fortunate we are to be living healthily? Would we even understand their torment? No. They're angels, not meant to be ridiculed nor despised. They taught me a lesson. I'm so fortunate and yet all the time I complain and complain. They have it a million times worst. But yet, most of them are able to face the world. They take the ridicule right smack up. They're the one we should look up to. Angels.

Love, FIonella.
If you want my future forget my past,
If you wanna get with me better make it fast,
Now don't go wasting my precious time,
Get your act together we could be just fine

Monday.
Youth day holiday so no school! (: But we didn't really had the time to slack. Group 2 of the twinning programme went to Anne's house to do our presentation stuff and research. Abby, Anne, Huibing, Daryl, Zi Hao, Kenneth and I. It's damn stupid, seriously. The slides took us only 20mins to complete and we spent 3-4 hours playing around and NOT wanting to do it. But in the end, we did. Our group got Science centre and Vivo City. NOT FAIR! I want the Sentosa and zoo/Night Safari one! Let's pray we'll be down for duty on that days. (:

Tuesday.
School resumed! PE. Softball. :/ I fell on my butt trying to do something. But in the end, it was cool. All it took was a simple laugh it off. Seriously, why must life be so stressful? Life was meant to be laidback at times. (: Oh yeah. We have a new classmate now. Freesia. (: Nice girl lah! Because she said I was nice and had cool hair. (: Awwww. She's sooo nice. Heh. I'm not being sarcastic btw. I was super high during Chinese. And then Maths. I was sleeping because I was tired and had no mood to do linear graphs. >< History was fun, as usual. (: Then our class had this stupid UNSW Maths test. Our class plus 2int had to take the test. Compulsory. Urgh. Went to YCS and we're gonna watch Transformers this Thursday! Yay to YCS! Yay to Jenny! (: Went to the space after that. Did rehearsal and lotsa stupid stuff. Went off at 6. Debs, Wantian and I went to accompany to have my tangyuan fix. Heh. Went to Popular, got my pens, HOME-SWEET-HOME!

Damn. I've gotta write the script now. Zzz. Rah. CIAO.
EL-OH-VEE-EE, FIONELLA. (:

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Jay Chou's Jie Kou's on repeat mode, currently.

I'm not exactly a fan of Chinese music although 80++ songs in my iTunes are in Chinese. But really, Jay Chou's like, the one and I guess, the only, Chinese singer whom I REALLY adore. The rest are okay but they ain't enough to have me loving them like Jay Chou.

Jie Kou. It brought me back into time. Not that I'm missing the past or what, but I'm just reminiscing. Although the lyrics are pretty emotional, I'm not thinking of the bad parts. I'm thinking of the good that happened during and out of it. And looking back, I must say, I've matured a whole lot. And you were actually the one who made me so.

I never really expected myself to go through this. I mean, these few months has been reallllll ardous. I couldn't have gotten through it without my friends. But most importantly, I couldn't have gotten through it without myself. The advice they give wouldn't have fallen through if it wasn't me who decided to make that decision. And btw, that decision was a hard and cruel one for me. It took me 2 whole months. So in fact, this whole experience made me stronger.

From strangers, to acquintances, to friends, to lovers. And then we were back to the beginning. Maybe it was best we broke up pretty fast. If not, I guess I'd be so much more hurt than my initial self. So maybe everything isn't as bad if you take a look at a more positive angle. (:

Cheers to you. Cheers to all.
Love, Fionella. (:
Current music: Whatever It Takes - The Faders.

It's a glorious Sunday. Cat class resumed today. After cat, Edna and I ponned mass. :/ We didn't really felt like going. Mavis didn't even have to go at all because she had to go have LUNCH. -.- And she was so hyped up about it. o.o Duh, that's MAVIS, M-A-V-I-S, for ya. (: Anyway, three of us gossiped a wholeeeeee lot. When Mavis left, Edna and I were sorta reminiscing the primary school days and the people in our batch. Only then did I realised MOST turned ahlians/ahbengs. :/ Total pity because they were more obedient than I when we were in primary school.

Whoo hoo. 5 days by Patrick Nuo now. I like. (: Went for lunch at Heartland Mall. Then went to Cold Storage and then home. Sister asked me if I wanted to go swimming. I obliged and I didn't exactly swam a whole lot thanks to 2 lil girls who had to irritate me so much. I'm not exactly a type of person who adore such kids. If you give me 2 smiling and considerate lil girls, I wouldn't be blogging this now. The problem is, THEY'RE NOT. With all their incessant and irritating noise and 1 bloody lil girl's attitude, it was wayyyy enough. Urgh. I have such neighbours. Hurray.

Had dinner and I'm gonna go for my nightwalk laterrr. (: Love, Fionella. (: